When love arrives I’ll be waiting

When love arrives I think I’ll give it one more shot One more shot to not break me down but break down all the walls I once built because of him

When love arrives I’ll open the door naked with my scars unhidden that he once left

When love arrives I’ll have Frank Sinatra playing in the background with a bottle of wine on the table ready to talk

When love arrives I’ll give it my all this time

This time I’ll let a man in that deserves my love and all of it

I’ll give this man all my tears,fears,and open ears

When love arrives I’ll give this man all the best parts of me that are untouched

Untouched so he can now touch them and mark them as his own

When this man arrives I’ll open the door and show him the way to my living room not my bedroom because that’s not how love works

I may not know what love looks like but it may be a mysterious man at my window or some guy waiting at my mailbox

If this man were to wonder into my room I wouldn’t have recognized him at first sight

Love may or may not be in a suit and tie but I know for sure he will be wearing something I love and I’m ready to take off when the time comes around

When love arrives I’ll realize I’ve been knocking on all the wrong doors

When love arrives I’ll be waiting with open arms and a door unlocked

And until love arrives I’ll be writing

Writing about all the reasons as to why a man should love me or how the trees make me feel

If love doesn’t come knocking at my door I’ve learned to accept it and write about it

Thankyou love,you give me something to write about



Please,Not again 

Lip stick the color of wine

Teeth as white as snow

She looks into the mirror

Looking back is this person she once was

This figure

Ready to configure
To reveal her heart to a new man

A man who may not be ready for all her hurt

A man that is good who loves God and his family but a man not so ready

She tried giving her heart a break but this man came and took what he can take

He took her body,her heart and her soul

This unbelievable connection

It won’t break

Please don’t break
For one time more she allowed someone to Come in and stay

Stay for a while and relieve the pain
But that’s not what this man does

He has no intentions

He has no emotions

He is just there

Not sure what is Gods purpose with him in her life but she looks back in the mirror and puts on her silk back dress ties back her hair and meet the man

For one more time to try to give herself this chance at love.

If it falls and breaks this time,it’s over. It’s over, there’s no more.


Crash and Burn 

And again I let someone in to get over you

I got beneath someone to deal with the pain

This time it was emotional this emotional, physical connection that may crash and burn

A lot like the accident

A lot like what I’m used to

The crash and the burn

The burns heals

It will then blister and disappear

Disappear like my feelings for you

You do not have to ability to burn me anymore

Our crash and fall is over

I have him

I have him to hold me and care for me

I have me

I have me now

I don’t give myself to someone at this point

I am in control

And thank you

You taught me a lesson

Never will I ever let someone crash and burn me,my heart is too good for that and you were too stupid to realize it.


Take my time

Undress my mind

Get deep in my brain

let my love suffocate you,over take you

A connection so pure so true,baby all I want is you

I need more time

Let me find the shape of your body in the darkness

learn it like the back of my hand

your lips, your kiss replay it like my favorite song

let me love you love you long

undress your mind

all i wanna do is take my time



They call you “gated and guarded”

You built this brick wall Gated and guarded This wall surrounding your life you won’t let me in

Let me in.

All the damage you left outside for everyone to clean up

To pick up your your bits and pieces

The ruble of broken promises and memories forbidden to be spoken of

You changed what I thought my life to be.

You changed me

Let me in

You filled my life with unanswered questions and mumbled thoughts.

Prayers to God to change who you are as a person. To let me in.

Let me in.

I pray that those walls break that every hidden secret comes out and I am exposed to the truth.

Exposed to you…..

Let me in.